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Tuesday 21 September 2010

Coffee, Chocolate and Men: Some things are better rich.....

As the tittle says.....

Hello all.... Today is relax for me day. So yeah....

Toodles~

Monday 20 September 2010

Dear Monday.....

Dear monday, poeple always said that you're a bitch. And today I have to agree. I started off lovely... with a japanes letter test T_T bio quizzes TT_TT and my stupid therapy session being cancelled TTT_TTT

But atlast.... I just ran to the comfort of my friends. I think I have a problem..... But then the day was all magically *bitch-ally* fixed. I love you, you awesome thing you! So I got to talked and stuff. But I still cant help feeling that I'm troubling them.... Maybe that's why I've been avoiding people lately. But anyway..... Got appointment at a GP and am gonna write an e-mail now. And throughout all that I was escorted, I feel so......... loved?



But seriously, I am grateful and thakful to you guys, even if I don't seem like it.

Love,

ES

PS: This is just a theraputic blog entry~

Thursday 16 September 2010

No mood for songs....

Dear blog,

Woke up today feeling depress. I hate myself. I hate bio. I hate this feeling of I'm missing something, but I don't know what it is. Could it be ice-cream? Since I did dream about a Magnum Gold last night. I wonder how I'll get by when they stop making them? Other than that.... serriously in DESPAIR...........

You know.... ever have that feeling when you're itching to do something sooooo bad, but really you shouldn't? Ok, I'm starting to ramble on now. Is just that  my mind keeps talking about stuff and pushing all the important stuff out. I seriously need a vacation or a hug. Or cuddles.....

You want to know how crazy my mind is right now? I actually had the thought to go to a bowling alley and start singing and dancing Justin Bieber's song 'Baby'. And I dislike that song so much!!!! Then again, this is one of my normaller thoughts. Maybe I need kareoke? But work is work is work is work....... I hate Uni work!

That and my room is a mess... Everytime I cleaned it, my clothes always seem toend up on the floor. I think this is beacuse I havee TOO MANY black clothes that I could not differentiate between them anymore.... So sad.....

Luckily, my therapy session is this Monday. If I decided to go. Like last time she gave me a list of help hotlines. Like WTH????? Then again......

I miss blogging or again rambling in my mind while typing things out..... I don't have to time for it anymore..... I seriously need some happiness right now. Which in my term means, drawing, singing, fanfictioning and napping.

I NEED A VACATION!!!! But then with the coming break, I still have to do some studying. And damn! I have a class test this monday too, Maybe I could rant about that in therapy after. I hate therapy. It makes me all the more mopey.....

END

Saturday 11 September 2010

If you were a CRACK SUPERHERO.....

So anyway.... procrastinating again, and just read a fiction and realized that I thought of this question before..... And never really answered it....

Q:If you were a CRACK superhero, what would your name be, what would you wear  and what powers would you want?

A:.................. Need more time to think......

What would you guys be called?

To help..... Here is one example that I read.....

SCENE KING  (Taking from scene kids sub-culture)
-Guy in a a band shirt and leather pants, with thick eyeliner.
-Superpower:Non. Just like batman using tools. And his hotness to flirt with villains~
-Side-kick:Glitters (I dont really wanna describe glitters)

From day one, I talked about getting out, but not forgetting about how my worse fears are letting out...

Dear bloggie,

Today is a Sunday. Which is not really a sunny day. It is 3 PM and I'm still in my PJs. Well, I did do my laundry this morning. Other than that, am just too lazy to step outside. So moving on, let me tell you what I did yesterday and totally ignore my essays due in 4 days. One which weights 30% of one of my units and the other 9%. So Lalalalala...... But actually, after reading about Seb's post on coffees.... Makes me want one now! But I dont want instant *pouts* One of these day I will so have to get a barista coffee machine!

So yeah, yesterday. I woke up gone to Brandon park shopping centre, for groceries. When back to dorm. Then head to Matterson Library. Where instead of studying I decided to work on some of my drawings and print them so I can stick them outside my room door to make it prettier~ Sides.... Doing this actually made me happy. And it took my mind away from stuff. Unlike assignments.

I actually worked harder on these more than I do on my assignments~


THE OUTCOME!!!!


My door is finally not plain! And as you can see... I stuck the poster of Shizaya there too~


There's a tale with this one... A very lame tale. My RA, Jess wanted us to paste our photo on our door, but I saw only she's the one that stuck hers, so I decided to made a chibi potrait so she can be happy~ And since our halls' mascot is a moose I decided to get some moose horns on. And sides, if I really try, I could toally dress like this too~



Oh and yea! I finally poster-sized and coloured in my Harry Potter pics! And no... I don't dare put up the picture of him only in ribbons on my door!

And these are just randoms so there won't be any spaces left bare~

Oh and this one is just a joke, I've turned my door label upside down. I wonder if anyone will notice?


So yeah... Totally ignoring my essays and waiting for my nails to dry now. IT's PURPLE!


All for now,


おわり

Well it's on my mind, I'm heading back in time, and when I think of all the songs we used to play, and I think of you and it's alright....

Dear blog,

Today(Friday 10th) woke up feeling anxious. But feeling slightly better, I think... Went to Uni, where in Bio lab Paul (my co-ordinator) surprised us by saying that the last three lab write up will be canceled and instead replace by easier ones with online-quizzes. That really brighten up my day somehow. So here is a short comic strip for the memory of that day. It sucks, but it only took me 15 minutes to draw~
So yea.... highlight of the day~

And sides the two cute lab assistants were there again. I swear, everytime I look at them I think of younger geekier Pete and Patrick, but just named Nick and Jay. Haaaah..... Yeah... I hate my Bio labs for the work and only come to see them. They always come to the lab late but somehow at the same time. And they like smile to each other. It's driving me crazy just thinking about it. Haaaaahhhhh.........

Other than that, had my Jap tutorial. where Xin gave me candy~ And Becky-neesan was as usual. But I love cuddling up to both of them. Then I went back to campus centre to send my sis a postcard...

After that with plans to go home to do some work, but I got invited by Amanda and the rest to Huntingdale to eat fried carrot cake~ So delicious. I shared with May. Which only made me pay $3.40~

 Amanda looks so happy~

The famous fried carrot cake. Seriously, this cost like AU$6.80 for a small portion. When I get back to Brunei, I'm gonna eat this as much as i want at a lower price.

But my bus fair for the day cost $6. Waaa.... Cause again after food, I wanted to go home. But they somehow (Xin's sad eyes) made me tag along to go to Chadstone. Where I promised not to buy anything. We went shopping for Hei's suit for social night, which I'm not going to. So yea..... It was like 5 girls shopping for one guy, and we were cornering him with clothes. Hahahaha..... It was actually funny.

Anyway.... Moving on we got side-tracked a lot. But all I remember os going into SportsGirl, cause I actually got pictures of that. See.... playing with the nail polish. And random stuff.
Playing with random coloured nail polish. 

Oh! May not in this picture..... See trying out random products~

But anyway, left early cause I promised I will meet up with Hannah for dinner. So yeah, atleast I could be happy with that. Meaning yay! No chance for me to spend on anything.

So had dinner but knowing that my bus ticket expired at 8pm. I decided to go to pinewood Coles. There I bought half-price dishwashing liquid and hot chocolate mix. I then took the bus halfway to the dorm where I got off at a gas station. Why you might ask? Cause I wanted Magnum Gold.
Gas station ice-cream. Yum~

So yeah, alone at night eating ice-cream at a gas station. But it was kinda relaxing. I even walked back to my dorms. The weather was cold, but not too cold. It was really relaxing, did I mentioned that? I think in the future I might go out in the middle of the night and walked all the way to the gas station to get ice-cream and walk back. Hehehe..... I think that's my plans for summer nights.

So today not much depression. All for now.

おわり

Thursday 9 September 2010

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading. So sick and tired of all the needless beating. But baby when they knock you. Down and out. It's where you oughta stay..

Ok, after yesterday, I was still a bit down this morning.  Decided to bring Momo with me to Uni and actually skip my Geo. It was like I was hit with tons of sadness bricks this morning. It could be due to my stress from studying and assignments, but I never had them this bad before. And yeah... the one indication which I had a problem was experienced yesterday.

So anyway.... Momo to Uni yeah? What is a Momo you say?
Kore wa Momo-desu!

Yeah.... Somehow... The people love Momo. So anyway. This video is of Mark making Momo dance to HHY. Hahaha.... Yeah... That cheered me up a bit.
Then JONO stepped in.... And OMG, I don't know whether to keep on looking or look away. Or as phrase by Ashleigh 'It's like a twisted kindergaden show.....' So here's Momo doing Yatta!
Yeah..... If you listen to Ashleigh at 2:42 which pretty much sums it all off~ Believe it or not, this is still consider NORMAL BEHAVIOUR in our group.

So yeah... basically.... Mood sucks, then got cheered up... then is currently sucking again. But yeah.... Might take some St John's Wort if this gets worse though.  

おわり

Wednesday 8 September 2010

Because the road of evil is just one step.. The hard-like stone with this purpose The dirt piles up, can you return?

Dear bloggie~

I feel so depress lately. And then I feel happy all of the sudden, but then I feel sad again. I hope that my bi-personality is not coming back. And long as I don't take it out on others, it'll be fine. I refuse to be that person. Does it run it the family? Maybe its the stress..... But its getting worse now. It might make me do something that I don't want but my body craves. Damn me!

 おわり

Well, shake it up, baby, now~

Cabbage ala Shinobu style~



Ok, couple of nights ago came home late from uni. With work and stuff. So was feeling a bit hungry and didn't have much ingredients to work with. I didn't feel like cabbage soup and just rewatched Junjou Romantica last week, so decided to make Stir Fry cabbage! Hehehehe.....  It was not bad and would be considered healthy. And just thinking of Miyagi and Shinobu eating this made me so happy~
I just wished I have a decent rice bowl~ And matching chopsticks~

Just for me to remember, I will list the recipe here, ok, maybe not the amount of ingredients, I usually just make them up as I go, so will just list the steps.
1.Heat oil in the pan/wok.
2.Add sesame seeds, and fry till golden. (optional)
3.Add crushed/chopped garlic.Fry till you can smell the aroma~
4.Then add the washed chopped cabbage. Fry till it wilt.
5.Add soy sauce (salted). Plus salt/pepper/chilli flakes.(stir)
6.Sprinkle with sesame oil and serve~

I know that most you will not even try this. Hehehehehe..... But it's cool~ I'll feed you all!


おわり

Saturday 4 September 2010

Anyway you want it, that's the way you need it~

Dear blog desu,

Last night was tanoshikatta(fun) desu. Me and Hannah ordered pizza, which we had the adventure of looking where the delivery guy parked. We then went to Richo's TV lounge. it seems like we always hog it, but not our fault that no one is using it~ Ok, so we originally wanted to watched a few episode of Junjou Romantica and a movie.... But somehow we *cough*mostly Hannah*cough* was too into JunjouR. But yeah, I wasn't complaining, I mean..... Confused cute guys, plus hot Semes~ I wasn't arguing one bit. Ok, maybe I like to tease, but hehehe.... it's just one of my hobbies. And since I can't properly introduce you to Hannah. I'll just post up pics I took that night. Mwahahahha.......

 Yes, we drank a huge bottle of coke, plus a small pizza each. And dessert was Magnum ice-cream. Not only that... We also have some popcorn. And I didn't burn it this time! Yay! And yes, we are such piggies~ Hehehehe.....

Anyway..... we spent like around 4 and a half hours watching Junjou Romantica without some bathroom break and stuff.
I love our private TV lounge, we can use our hard drive to connect to the TV. I need one of these TV~ Yeah.... We finished all 12 episode of season one. I wonder when we will watch season 2? Hehehehe.....

Other than that,,,, Nothing else to note. Oh! Except I'm getting a Kigurumi! A cow series!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!
My friend is ordering this for me! I can't wait.... I just hope I don't look cute.......

All for now~

おわり


I wanna see you out the door, baby bye bye bye......

Meow meow hello~

Yeah... I was actually at dorm after finished uni was so bored.... So at 4 pm, went to Uni again with my cat gear. Just average life right there. 
 And people still keeps thinking that the wig is real, hehehe...... Too bad I didn't manage to get a video, but my friends told that everytime I moved, my tail moves and bounces  too~ 


おわり


Friday 3 September 2010

Take a look at the kids on streets how they never miss a beat...... Never miss a beat.....

Dear blog~

Forgive me for I have spent...... Hahaha... Well I think its worth it. Guess what I've bought.

Well... I've pre-ordered it, And I have to blame this on my friend Tuanfu. We we're talking about Chocobos and stuff.

And then the mentions the new Kingdom Hearts game.... ON PSP!!!! And the best part is that if I pre-order it right now I can get it with the COLLECTABLE ARTBOOK!!!!! So yeah... When shopping with Hannah today to Brandon Park and head to EBGames and instantly preordered it.
How awesome is this?

Anyway... I also looked up the trailer for this game and decided to share~

It's like going through Disney tales and help along the way.

So yeah... That's my highlight of the day, until later where Hannah and me will bum aroung and have a Junjou Romantica and Movie Marathon. I haven't actually introduce you to her have I? Hehehe.... I'll ask her for an interview later. You might as well know who this awesome person is and I have a feeling we're gonna hit it up for a long time. Plus, she is awesome to talk Zombies evacuation plans with.

Other than that..... OMG!!! turns out the Magnum Gold Series is only on LIMITED EDITION!!!! Meaning it will stop selling soon!!!!! Must enjoy it all before it's gone.

What else to blog about? Hmmm..... Oh yeah.... I was doing my assignment last night and actually would have finished earlier but somehow, Naruto came to mind. Missed it so much and I wanted to know if there's any Naruto dance we could do for Dantai. And yeah... ended up downloading most of Naruto's Opening MV! I SERIOUSLY MISS IT!!!! Have to download the Endings soon.

Anyway..... I have just notice that in ALMOST ALL THE MV! THERE'S ALWAYS NARUTO RUNNING AFTER OR FOLLOWING OR JUST MISSING SASUKE!!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!! THEY ALWAYS HAVE SCENES WHERE THEY LOOK LIKE STAR CROSSED LOVERS!!!!!!

Example.....
NARUTO SHIPPUDEN OPENING 3
It's like the STAR-CROSSED LOVERS THEME, especially at 0:33.

And I could seriously critique all the Opening MV, and I think I will If I have time to cut the videos and add comments or something in a blog post called, 'Reasons why Sasuke and Naruto have a couple feel to them'. But that's for another time. Unless I download the Ending MVS soon, you won't hear me critique about them for a while.... Hahahha..... Maybe......

So yeah. I did see one Naruto ending video with a dance in it. It's not suitable for Dantai I think, but I'll learn it anyway, just for fun~ It's an Ending MV shich I don't remember whuich number it is but the song name is 'Bacchikoi'. Lets see if I can get an MV of that one.
Yeah.... Just for fun~


All for now. Will post later soon... After Assignments finished, hopefully.....

おわり

Thursday 2 September 2010

I keep telling myself I'm not the desperate type....

Ok, this is kinda lame but I cant help it......

Just now after dinner with Hannah, I bit into a piece of heaven~  And it was that good or I'm just that bored to blog about it~

This advertisement have been playing on for a while now.

And with everybody trying it.... I had to also.

It's SOLID GOLD!

OMG! Just look at how thick the gold caramel/honey coating is~ And yes.... I will repeat. HEAVEN!!!! If you eat deep enough, there's caramel swirls in it~

And guess what? My stick had on of those 'You've unlocked a free magnum, redeem in store by 28/11/10' printed on it. YAY! I don't know how that works but yeah...

How sad am I to blog about ice-cream? But this is for those in Brunei. Hopefully, this will be available in Brunei soon or I'm never going back!!!!

おわり

Dizzy, giddy, I'm thinking of you, And just with that, I melt away....

So bored.... In my Geo lecture/workshop right now. I just heard the lecturer said 'coca-cola' just now. I wonder how that came to topic? But naaaah.... to bored to start listening properly.

So updates now.... Nothing interesting to report. I miss dantai actually. So to keep my self occupied. Am self-learning 'Renai cirulation'. It's too cute somehow.... But have to learn anyway.

Then I found Durarara's Izaya's version of it.  
 He is just so awesome! And yeah.... His version is stuck in my head. LOVE~

Oh and yeah... I heard this song from one of a YamaGoku MV and kinda fell in like with it. Which song am I taking about? It's by a japanese rock group called 'Acid Black Cherry'. I found a live video of them.

 
The song is called 'Bit stupid'. 

Other thaen that my life has been pretty average, Got assignments which knowing me will be push off till the night before. Short on cash again. But then again, when am I not short on cash, right? Haaah.... The life of an international Uni student.

Oh, and tomorrow is friday!!!!!! Cat-ears day! Must get some pics~

All for now. Sorry that this post is just average.

おわり